the man of my dreams..............-....................-....................
i fell in love with kurt within the first 10 minutes of our first date. it was a blind date; something hardly ever heard of anymore. the fact that he was willing, and so was i, to go on a blind date told me many things about kurt without speaking a word.
the look of anticipation, the smile of appreciation, i remember it all, when our eyes first locked at J B's in Evanston, WY.
we laughed, in the past, about how we actually started to date. he had advertised in a single's column on the internet. i answered it on a dare......................he called me; what a sexy voice he has, i thought! he said "i would like to meet you". i froze, scared to death that i would have to meet him. he was puzzled, i felt foolish.
finally we met; he was a soft and easy going guy; the first thing i noticed is his smile. it is a little crooked; i came to see that all his family has that same funny little smile. as we spoke his beautiful blue eyes danced with amusement. he said i was funny; i thought he was solid, secure, the guy you could take home to mom, MY TYPE, i thought, even though we were strangers.
it is almost 3 years since that meeting, days and pictures in the past that will hold my heart still these lonesome nights. God has taken you, my love, too, too, soon from me and those that love you. to say we miss you is not enough ...................... i don't want to think about my life going on without you because YOU ARE my life, my husband and my love. please save me a seat up in heaven, kurt, you know i go to the cemetary a lot but my happiest day will be the day you give me your baby blues and say "hi silly girl"!
my heart is broken; oh yes i miss you more than i can say.
love, patty Close